Died of AIDS orphans in 2004 alone

 December 21, 2004, Tuesday
death some time alone almost makes me not think about, I think of that touch to the end of life, put out the oil lamp to do the kind of bleak, so put her Finally, since her departure more than Thriller. Shuangmiao village in Henan Zhecheng interviewed 10 days, where a HIV infected Zhu built into the disease died, leaving behind many orphans. ZHU Jin in the not disease, still interview, 53 orphans have been living in his house.
a year ago, whereas the support to a large number of AIDS orphans, probably not a personal highlight of mercy or kindness, but the social reality of the inability to solve the AIDS problem . my opening report entitled They have 17 people in the New Year's wish is to be a learning guidance books, 10 kids want new clothes, there are 15 children want a new bag mm12 4 May 5 am, minus 4 degrees, all children get ready to go to school morning reading, I cold not sleep get up and see a child carrying a plastic bag, plastic bag while running side patting his butt, which placed that textbooks and a pencil mm is his bag.
newspaper that reports about the history of the most touching once, 3 days, readers donated 17 million yuan in cash and nearly 10 million items, many readers in no small amount of money donated will be told when this money is given to the children used to do physical examination; rear editors to discuss with me many times, children want me to ask whether there is infection. I said, can send their children to medical examination, but even if a child is infected I would not be in the report in writing. colleagues objected that should be accurately reported. I said, truth is so, but we just want to do this report to help, I do not get help is healthy or infected child, I would like the reader is This means, the report came out good and bad to outsiders, but to no benefit for a child.
debate a long time, no conclusion. Some colleagues laugh at me later, AIDS is privacy, I have the right to disclose any situation of children infected? who can not because of the ability to provide help to have the right to spy on everything.
but I was still very serious question of the Zhu Jin, these 55 children whether there is infection. hesitating a long time before he nodded to me, yes, there is one. my heart and startled, I interviewed each of the 55 children, but also to each of them took photographs, many of them name and appearance, I still clearly remember to this day, I did not go to the next question is because people do not have any easy answers, but I do not need such an answer.
annihilation if the answer to so many good, But a few days later I knew everything.
55 个 AIDS orphans after the New Year wishes to sign out, numerous readers called and wanted to adopt, to take them to Beijing Chinese New Year, and so on. to send donations Henan Province, we find representatives of three readers to go, Ah Mui is one of them, 30 years old, married, no children. Along the way she was asking me to star in the case of a child of 55 mm one of the stars, only 5 years old, his parents died, unable to support grandparents mm Ah Mui said, saw in the newspaper photos of the stars on to help but feel bad, do not know how you smile? home , but still see your eyes wide open. Ah she see the tears streaming down suddenly.
to a car Mui Leng Leng has been in a daze, and red eyes. I thought she was just sad that scene to persuade her. did not think she shook her head and said: whirling at me tears: I'm silly, and ask, really ......? to how to do? good intentions, but I would rather they did not know, than the other children love their parents, they have been unfortunate enough, unfortunately, to 8-year-old brother to learn to give a 5-year-old sister, hair, unfortunately, went to 9-year-olds Mine work ...... and we can give them, maybe just a emperor's new clothes.
2004 年 2 月 Spring Festival, I went to Henan, be on the make a return visit. I saw the stars, she was so small and weak. since it is often a fever, she had already returned to my grandfather lived. For such a child, I can do is limited, so leave a 200 yuan mm after the leave to see if it is not the stars, I have no opportunity to know not just take two steps out mm, and I saw an old man with a high kick low kick to children walking towards me. you press it? I said the old man's face reminds me of the painting blue. Her parents, like parents with the stars, died of AIDS, her 6-year-old from the womb to become infected. because of the limited capacity of Zhu Jin, outside the village, she did not live in reading, no money treatment. I said, I only can help her is to report, may have to publish pictures of children and her true identity. old look bleak, I know I know, this is no way to do. < br> Later, the elderly and the children's uncle, respectively, wrote a operation, I thought that this leads to other peers, or the relevant charity, how have help with her.
2004 年 3 months of the day, the day a great wind blowing Beijing, I just uncle called and wanted to contact to tell them the situation, this is the first time in February to meet with them after the call. did not think would not finish, his uncle said the child had a reporter you do not busy, just have not had . I'm all about Ruzhui icehouse mm high fever just because the cold, there was no money to the hospital to the rescue point took some medicine, dragged for some time, resulting in respiratory failure, died in early March. I could not even her full name do not know, she may even I did not remember the stranger's face.
just reminds me of the death of stars, do not know how kind she is now, and I even dare to Ah Mui telephone, for fear she would tell me another bad news. most people are silent, exclusive use, no to the county, the county will soon propose to receive the results of these orphans, this is really a good thing, can the county also asked, ...
do not talk about that strike, is somewhat heavy. This year's AIDS Day, the newspaper reports no more special to do. Although this year, up and down the importance of the AIDS epidemic far more than the past, there are many results, but I still can not let go. Some time ago finishing an interview material, found that only two family members to write to sit down after they found the heart in the all clear to jump.
mm2004 on December 21 in Beijing